R.I.P

I was there standing right there waiting for a answer to a very obvious question one can ask to an opposite sex human. The one turned with a glare in her eyes and all the warmth one can radiate and "u don't get it do you, this can't happen". I saw everything but not able to take in a single breath it's not i am crushed, i forgot how to. I walk till i reached a place where no one is around and took a cigrette out and lit it and realised m "wasted". M fucked up ......